I can feel an impending heart break.

I don't know when it'll materialise, but I can most certainly feel it coming. Perhaps not in the near future, but still it will arrive. As with all other good things in the world, this one will come to an end. One fine day. And one fine day I will lay all these insecurities, fears and doubts that have been torturing me to no end on the floor, together with their matched reality. And it is there that I'll lie naked with them, all wrenched in pain, twisted in agony, in all its gloriousness, finally unleashed. There's no back alley door, no fire escape to this one. I will not back out, even though I can already feel tiny flashes of the impending pain. And boy am I no stranger to pain; just barely familiar with this one so sharp, so piercing, so real, it takes my breath away. Literally.